I Wear Pants;698126 wrote:So you're more of a "god set the game up, you've got to play it" guy then?
I think the perspective Modest Mouse was looking at in that song and that I was trying to comment on are the ones who hold that God has a plan for each and every one of us and say things like "it was meant to be" or "it was just their time". I believe phrases like that merely serve to remove the idea of responsibility from us.
I agree. To a large extent, I think those ideas are (pardon my language) bullshit.
What about the kid in India who dies young, and only his parents mourn his death (and it only embitters them toward any deity who exists)? What purpose did his life serve?
I think God has a plan for the entire game, but I don't think he's manipulating our every move (right down to whether I choose coffee or tea tomorrow morning at work). He made the game, board and pieces included. He made the rules for the game. We, the game pieces, have the option of either playing the game the way that it was meant to be played as pieces, or we can try to play some other game on the game board, where we make up the rules.
Unfortunately, I'm not certain the game analogy is a complete parallel, as I think it would break down with the endgame, but in a nutshell, you've got my sentiment.
My view of God is probably far less emotionally appealing and sentimental than most. My prayer regarding life would be less like "Thank you for every breath I take," and more like "Thank you for providing a world in which I'm able to live for another day." While I do think God remains intimate, I don't think he's nearly as hands-on with things that exist in my life outside myself. He may help me have the proper attitude toward others, or he may help remind me to have a proper respect for authority when it may seem easier not to. I don't, however, subscribe to the belief that God makes frequent exceptions to his natural laws (curing people, making things appear from thin air, etc).
In relation to how I ought to live, I (unlike most Christians it would seem) look to Old Testament people like Abraham, Noah, and Moses. They had no promise of heaven, or any afterlife at all. As far as they knew, they were worm food when they died. Yet, they still found value in living out the life that God communicated he wanted them to live out. It wasn't for a reward. It was purely from a sense of "oughtness." I honestly don't care WHAT happens to me when I die. That's up to God. Not me. What is up to me is to play the game as best I can.